Growing up!

Well we are 2 days into our new school routine and she loves it!! Like laters mom i'll see ya when i'm 16 loves it!!!! I am so glad!! I miss her so much!! I know it is only a few hours a day but there is just so much laundry and house cleaning that needs to done!! I can't wait for the clock to get to 11:45 so that I can go get her. I cried so hard after I left her that first day! My bp was even up at the dr office that morning!! I am so not ready to let her grow up yet! When I picked her up today she was outside playing, and they play hard here!! They have this little rain gear type outfit and rain boots they put on them and it is like a free pass to crazy out there!! She has been exhausted when she comes home. In fact she is sleeping now, and those of you who know her know she doesn't take naps!!! I am very proud but i feel very alone.
With her getting so big I feel like I need to "grow up" myself. I wanted one thing when i was little and that was to be a wife and a mom. So check, check. I feel like I need to add something for me. I am slightly crafty and love to sew and paint, I also secretly love taking pictures. I want to know how to do it better. I love to capture those moments in time. So anyway I want to work from home so I can still be mom but maybe try something new. It is all a little scary! Gracie is my last baby so I feel like I need to "grow up too"" Anyway I will figure it out!! For now I am just glad that school is going well!